December 2010
It is the friends that you can call at 4:00am that matter.
Marlene Dietrich
not gonna lie
i miss getting high
well
last night went a little something like this
me: adhkduhufjnhlenlweihehsldherhe i’m done.
him:….you’re not serious
me: hangs up phone*
this fuck if you think i’m letting you take advantage of me again. over it and done. its just me from now on. alone.
lately i’ve been feeling kind of alone. i don’t know why. i miss you terribly but i don’t think you do or at least it seems like you don’t. to be honest i don’t feel like trying anymore. i’m kinda over it. i hate always being the first one to make the first move. always being first isn’t always so great. i see no effort from you. it just seems like...
i just want the stupidness to end.
i’m so fuckin over it.
you fuckin immature shit.
“i dont give a fuck if you have a boyfriend. i’ll tell you that right now.”
i really hope that was the alcohol talking…
i wish you would just UNDERSTAND.
blessed & loved
today my boyfriend and i told each other we loved each other. it felt amazing. i wanted to cry from how happy i was. i decided that i no longer wanted to follow the dating rules of waiting and thinking about things. i KNOW i LOVE HIM. i wanted to wait but at that moment it felt right. i’m the happiest girl right now. i love you sweetie <3
“Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.”
